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Wilk e lo spettro autistico
Chi sei?
Ancora con questa storia? Hai proprio un’amigdala al posto del cervello, un cecio. Ormai dovresti aver imparato che sarò il tuo padrone.
Si infila sotto il sedile dell’auto, si è già dimenticato tutto il Wilk, tira fuori una zampina, aggancia con un un’unghia il filo del telefono. Inizia a smattare, a ingarbugliarsi, a dare testate involontarie sul cambio dell’auto.
Te lo giuro, la prossima volta ti faccio il propofol. Il miagolio si leva dal corpo minuto. Ha gridato il leone. ‘Na pura. Sì, proprio.
Ma chi sei? Non ce la faccio con te! Ma di quale spettro autistico possiamo parlare. Del mutismo selettivo? Della smemoratezza compulsiva? Ti accarezzo, mi lecchi le dita. Non c’è panna o crema del cappuccino. Sei ancora nella fase orale, visto che quella anale, non riesci nemmeno a pulirtelo. Mocciosello.
Schianti in grembo, tra la pancia e il volante. Quando curvo il tuo collo viene massaggiato. Ronfi come se non ci fosse una realtà. Sei nel tuo universo, unico e irrepetibile. Ti adagio lentamente sul sedile prima che mi fermino e mi diano una multa per cola tua. Lascio la mano sul tuo pelo arruffato, ho la tentazione di toglierti i ciccioli dall’occhio, ma devo guidare. Non posso distrarmi. Ma come fare con te?
